There are times when you act like an ass towards someone for no apparent reason or for a silly reason. We can act in so many different ways for no reason (must be another complexity feature of the human race). Being a jerk against your own will is not fun but it happens.
From happy to sad, from loving to loathing, mood swings. Some days feel like they are dedicated for a certain mood. You get up and you instantly feel like something. Thousands of moods zigzagging back and forth, plain one mood, or anything in the between - that's how it goes.
You often have a reason to act the way you do, but you could also keep everything to yourself. This motive, whatever it is, can be disregarded by your conscious awareness but your subconscious might think different. Sometimes you really want to gun out your mind against someone, but decide not to, yet after a while you do it anyway. Are we hiding from the things we want to feel? Are we in control of the things we do feel? Questions - they just like to crawl to the surface.
Mood swings can happen due to many things, like hormonal changes and mood disorders, but in my opinion they are also things that just happen, call it a "natural tendency" if you will. A bad day at work makes you feel like shit, nothing surprising about that, if only it was always so straightforward.
Sometimes I feel like a passenger instead of the driver.
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